For The Year 2011

There are so many things I want to do this year; so many goals I want to accomplish. I have few days left.....so now I have more time to do things I've been wanting to do for a while now.

(✿)Handle stuff with school - I seriously miss college. a total perfectionist. like A student, and everything I excelled in it or I wouldn't even bother handing it in.Honor roll && all that. Unfortunately i have to move to school..meaning dorms!!..ugh hopefully by August once I talk my way out of things I will be IN MY OWN APT.

(✿)Free Arts - This is some volunteer work I have been VERY interested in doing. Every saturday in HOUSTON you can apply to take a few hours of your morning to pair up with a child ( elementary school aged ) and you can join them into making really cool art stuff...painting, sculpting, coloring, ETC. It just seems really interesting and like something I would highly enjoy considering I right now work with childern Plus its always a great feeling to know you helped someone out and was able to put a smile on a little kids face.

(✿)Tyra Banks Show - YES, I am addicted to this show. I am not home when it on ...but you best believe I leave it recording so I have something to come home to. LOL. My friend once got tickets to go on the show but I had to work, and it was so depressing to me. I just recently signed up though for free tickets on her website for three different days so hopefully one will fall through for me :)

(✿)Driving Classes - I need to step my game up when it comes to this , because I am in need of a car badly. The thing is no one has had time to give me THE PERFECT driving class I NEED TO HIT THE FREEWAY. but am in no way ready to take it yet. So hopefully I can convince someone to give me a few classes, or its off to a driving school for atleast five days since I have driven before..

(✿)Attend church more - I used to go to church every single sunday, and I wouldnt miss it for anything. I just really do enjoy it. But with work and just so much stress I started being too grumpy and too tired to wakeup. Now I have nothing stopping me. So I can go praise and worship a whole lot more now

2011 we will stop giving bitches wit no talent attention. all in favor say I-@lilduval

MERRY CHRISTMAS BLOGGERS &BLOG LOVERS

I think Christmas is a day to SHOW your love for the amazing people in your life.. just like your birthday, people show you they care for you and make sure you know that...we gotta do the same for Jesus and we do that by showing love to the people he lives through (everybody).. It's nice to be shown through materallistic things, but my absolute FAVORITE is truely just being able to be near the ones I love ♥ Time is precious.. it's one thing you can never get back. So spending it with me makes me feel special ; )

Christmas Eva

LAX: The 2nd Annual Sexy X-Mas Affair at Suite 6224 with my girl SnowB ( :

M.A.T Faces...2010/2011

Got my dreams, Got my life,

Got my love, Got my friends,

Got the sunshine above.

Why am I making this hard on myself?

When there’s sooooo many beautiful reasons

I have to be happy ♥

-Natasha Bedingfield.

Guard Your Heart.

Above all else, guard your heart, for it is the wellspring of life.
~Proverbs 4:23~

Our heart is precious beyond words... it is the wellspring of life where all things comes from.. good, bad and the in betweens..

A heart filled with love forgives a multitude of sins...
A heart that is joyful is always greateful for everything that comes its way...
A heart of peace is able to rest and sleep well at night...
A heart that is pure and gentle always speaks words of truth and encouragement...
A heart that is filled with goodness always give others another chance..
A heart that is faithful always finds the fruit of his labor sweet...
A heart that is kind is always thoughful and understanding...
A heart that is patient is always filled with hope and opportunities..
A heart with self-control is always determined, firm and wise...

So why harden your hearts? Don't harden it... rather- protect it.. guard it well and you shall live life differently.

#JESUSLovesYou.... never doubt that.

Life is 2 Short to Live UnHappily

God wouldn't give you anything you couldn't handle, right? right. So everything is fair.

LIFE MOTTO, FROM HERE ON OUT.

Got me feeling reminded that I can handle anything!!.. and keep my joy. When i was way younger Grow/Old folks always told me, never let ANYONE "take your joy".. and I know exactly what their talking about, now. I mean like the oldest, randomest person would come up to me and tell me I beamed joy, and never let anyone take it from me.&& I was like six, seven, eight lol.. and i'll just smile!!..I was confused, & you know your parents talked for you then. Haha..I got into middle school/high school STILL people always asked why I smiled too much, but idk i took it as a compliment cause of my cheeks lol. I stay happy. I have joy.Guess im just one of those few FEMALES that got good VIBE or Positive Energy Don't hate..Try and get yours: ).

So whatever you're going through.. God wouldn't give you anything you couldn't handle, right? right. So everything is fair.

You can deal with it. Pinky, promise.

❤-Tu.MiniSoniDoll xXx

A THIN LINE

Crossing the line

To those who have ever felt lost.
To those who have ever felt unwanted.
To those who have ever felt used.
To those who have ever felt hopeless.
To those who have ever felt bullied.
To those who have ever felt different.
To those who have ever felt misunderstood.
To those who have ever felt confused.
To those who have ever felt alone.
To those who have ever felt crazy.
To those who have ever felt scared.
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To those who have ever felt Found.
To those who have ever felt Wanted.
To those who have ever felt Worthy.
To those who have ever felt Determined.
To those who have ever felt Liked.
To those who have ever felt Equal.
To those who have ever felt Understood.
To those who have ever felt Knowing.
To those who have ever felt Loved.
To those who have ever felt Sane.
To those who have ever felt Safe.


Sometimes all it takes is to cross the line is to remember what it was like on the other side.
P.S- I know its a serious post and a bit philosophical and all that but I just couldnt help putting this picture.

Houston Tx-CarShoww 2010

Sunday December 5th, Houston radio station 97.9 The Box held its 28th Annual Los Magnificos Custom Car Show that featured stars Chris Brown, Soulja Boy, Bow Wow, Ray J, Lloyd and more! Over 30,000 fans packed out the Reliant Arena, selling out the venue and proving it to be the largest Hip-Hop and R&B concert of the year in Houston.

MANY PERFORMED BUT THESE WERE MY TOP FAVE!!

YUNG Lloyd

RayJ

Bow-WowChrisBrown♥ & BowWow together performed!!

{Lmaooo} ThatS me and my Bestie keitra at late year HIV HIP HOP CONCERT!!! going crazy over Plies, Pleasure P, Day 26, Melanie Fiona, Bobby Valentino, LeToya Luckett, Twista, Yung Problemz, Yung L.A., G.T., Gorilla Zoe, Bun B and Ginuwine...&&YOU KNOW WE COULDNT THE CARSHOW FOR NOTHING IN THE WORLD LOL HAD A BLAST BUT DONT THINK WE GOT A PICTURE TOGETHER THIS TIME AROUND : )

The Modern Fishtail Gets Spicy

It's quite apparent that fishtails have reemerged as a true fashion statement. I find myself absolutely enamored with how flawlessly elegant they look. It's also great to see how creative some people can get when it comes to the fishtail.

MTV star Angela Simmons and Rihanna are working two different variations of the same look; Angela’s mane is a bit simpler with a deep off-center part, and Rihanna was spotted in Madrid with thick perfectly tousled bangs.

And They R Close like Butter on Toast

BIRTHDAY SHOUT OUT TO MY LIL BROTHERS!!!

DEC 3rd {d 1 in d peach polo} &nd DEC 2nd{d 1 in d blue polo}

SUPER BLESSED TO BE A BIG SISTER : )

LOVE U GUYS!!!!

mwah XoXo

Give A Little...

IT IS THE SEASON FOR GIVING

So look through these websites & see what you can do to put a smile on a strangers face this Christmas! :]

http://http//www.toysfortots.org/donate/

http://http//www.redcross.org/email/saf/

http://http//www.dorotusa.org/

http://http//www.glide.org/

You can also do simple things such as send presents to a church near you. Or send cards to people/ friends you have not spoken to in a while just to show them they are still being thought of. Remember not everyone has a place to celebrate there Christmas. There are way too many people out there with families that travel away for the holidays for work , or people that just dont have much family here for them. Invite people to spend the holidays with you by going to Church!!

-Tis the season to be jolly && more so GIVE A LITTLE. ♥

#OnRepeat Melanie Fiona - You Stop My Heart

I don't know what it is about this song, but I LOVE it! Their voices compliment each other really well. They both have that "I can't sing but if I sing at a whisper it'll sound like I can" voice.

Ladies Hear This...

If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay. Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior. Allow your intuition to save you from heartache. Stop trying to change yourselves for a relationship that's not meant to be. Slower is better. Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy. If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then fck no, you can't "be friends." A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend. Don't settle. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is. Don't stay because you think "it will get better." You'll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better. The only person you can control in a relationship is you. Avoid men who've got a bunch of children by a bunch of different women. [Oh yes] He didn't marry them when he got them pregnant, why would he treat you any differently? Always have your own set of friends separate from his, always. Maintain boundaries in how a guy treats you. If something bothers you, speak up. Never let a man know everything. He will use it against you later. You cannot change a man's behavior. Change comes from within. Don't EVER make him feel he is more important than you are... even if he has more education or a better job. Do not make him into a quasi-god. He is a man, nothing more nothing less. Never let a man define who you are. Never borrow someone else's man. & ugh, if he cheated with you, he'll cheat on you. A man will only treat you the way you ALLOW him to treat you. All men are NOT dogs. You should not be the one doing all the bending... compromise is a two-way street. You need time to heal between relationships... there is nothing cute about baggage... deal with your issues before pursuing a new relationship. You should never look for someone to COMPLETE you...a relationship consists of two WHOLE individuals... look for someone ..complimentary... not supplementary... Dating is fun... even if he doesn't turn out to be Mr. Right. Make him miSs you sometimes...when a man always know where you are, and your always readily available to him- he takes it for ..granted... Don't fully commit to a man who doesn't give you everything that you need. Keep him in your radar, but get to know others. Cheating's horrible, karmas worse. it takes a minute to find a special person, an hour to appreciate them, a day to love them and an entire lifetime to forget them.

So thankful for life and all its blessings

Happy ThanksGiving

I'm so #Thankful for God all mighty, my family, friends, good health, the roof over my head, my car,my knowledge, this beautiful brown skin =) I can go on for days! Dear God, Thank you! Without my Lord and Savior I'm nothing!! He blessed my heart, filled me with love and wisdom, he encouraged and motivated me! Thank you! *tear*

Stomp Out Bullying

I am just so fucken annoyed. People can really be so ignorant. There are kids dieing because of bullying and you are telling me that they are week for letting other get to them. You are telling me that they are the ignorant one, no honey, you guys are. This really is pissing me off to the extreme. What pisses me more off is that they are older kids bugging small ones. I really wanted to just shake the dam parents and through them off their senses and tell them "do you see what your fucken kid is doing?Do you see it? or would you see it when the kid kills themselves and your kids is feeling guilty. Will you be proud then" I believe I am a person full of morals & when you come to me and say that I'm full of it cuz of what I believe you can then kiss my ass. I have morals, and they are mine and if you don't like it then oh well. I am me and you are you. We can't completely stop it but we can help. Help someone in need. Tell them that everything will be fine.

For the kids being bullied: It will be alright, just stay strong. Just know that there is people that do love you. That does who bug you just do it because they lack love and support from those they love. Just ignore them. What doesn't kill you only makes you stronger.

I'm learning as I grow.. I'm trying to grow by learning.

When you like who you are, you'll stop faking like somebody else.

Sometimes I feel like I want to accomplish these big goals, not because it's what I REALLY want to do.. but so I can smush it in your face, like .. bitch, I did it..lol JK .

Seriously Want God To Use me To Bless My Family

I dream up all these things I wish to happen to my life..It's very amazing

&&nd So far He never let me down

Be yourself, truthfully.

Accept yourself, gratefully.

Value yourself, joyfully.

Forgive yourself, completely.

Treat yourself, generously.

Balance yourself, harmoniously.

Bless yourself, abundantly.

Trust yourself, confidently.

Love yourself, wholeheartedly.

Empower yourself, immediately.

Give yourself, enthusiastically.

Express yourself, radiantly.

If you want things to change in your life

you got to change somethings in your life.

You can pray for God to guide your steps but you must be willing to move your feet

❤-Tu.MiniSoniDoll xXx

A Bloggers StateOfMind

What is your current obsession?

Magazines -- i am a subscriber to nylon,

teen vogue, cosmo girl, cosmopolitan,

seventeen, us weekly

What are you wearing today?

RightNow-- im wearing a black jacket

and H&M tank ; skinny jeans, ugghs .

What’s for dinner today?

pizza hut , cus mom promised from last week.

What would make today special?

today is special, every day is because God let me live it :)

What would you like to learn to do?

make my own clothes!

What’s the last thing you bought?

Yesterday -- i bought the US weekly

&& A Wild Berry Smoothie

What are you listening to right now?

My Groove-shark playlist

What is your favourite weather?

Spring -- when its like 70-80 outside.

What is your most challenging goal right now?

uhmm -- stick to one job. lol.

i change my jobs every two months or so. =/

What do you think about the person who tagged you?

shes cool -- i love her blogs :) very unique!.

If you could have a house totally paid for, fully furnished

anywhere in the world, where would you like it to be?

CALI ofcourse way too much fabolusity, so id have to say a nice quiet place

What would you like to have in your hands right now?

a bunch of 100 dollar bills, lol.

What would you like to get rid of?

all negativity && violence in the world

If you could go anywhere in the world for the next hour, where would you go?

Nigeria just for a day &back lol

Every lover after me; is a DejaVu ♥

"I got a thing for this little mama she do it to me plus her brain is forreal imma sucka for love I guess. Wont catch her up in the club cuz she aint into that; Kind of chick that rather rent a flick and get intimate. Say she never fuck with thug niggas only gentlemen && yea that ass is fat but whats better is her intellect. Other men sweat her when we walk past. Cant even blame em’ I did the same when I saw that ass match with the thin waist, brown with a slime face. Love the conversation and the kicks was like a sensai. Now she got me chillin with her all around the clock. My homies beefin cuz I never come around a lot. Keep on telling me I changed and things aint the same & ever since she came around I never want to hang. They tell me that its foul how a chick will make me switch; But man I cant help it dog her mind got me whipped!" -J Cole ♥

iMODEL❤

Name:Thelma

Age:20

Hobbies:In my spare time i love to travel, read novels, go swimming, watch movies, shop, play b-ball and loads more. i take interest in painting and art and also in nature.

Hometown: Nigeria.

Currently:London, United Kingdom

Music:whenever i am in a bad mood and feel like crying i listen to music and dance all over my room it makes me feel a lot better.

Dreams and Goals:Well at the moment im studying straight Economics (loads of maths and statistics).i wanna come out with a first class and be a successful Economist (work in world bank). however i would also want to make it big time in the modelling world on the side as a hubby. the rest of my plans and idea's are personal and should not be known to anyone apart from myself ofcourse.

Inspiration:

i look up to people like Tyra Banks, she's so good and nearly perfect, she's a diva when it comes to struting poses and givin facial expressions. she had the drive to be a model and she kept pushing it even when most agencies refused her and now she's accomplished so much but she's still that nice and kind heated lady.

Why u model:

I model because u know standing in front of the camera's, being creative with poses is something i love doing and its really interesting bringing out all this expressions facially. Modelling is something Ive always wanted to do right from childhood, remember wearing when i was younger, i and my sisters would wear almost all our clothes and catwalk through the room (lol) we used to pretend it was a mini runway...hahhah.... in general i have a huge passion for modelling.

MOST ROMANTIC EXPERIENCES:
{LOL}but do be frank with you i havent really had any romantic gestures, in my own view i think that sort of thing just happens in movies,where a guy would stay outside your house with flowers and sing or where a guy would actually pay some helicopters to carry out flying banners saying i love you,(i could go on and on and on)i think guys of now adays dont have time for that. however it would be really sweet for a guy to do that.

MOST EMBARASSING MOMENT:
oh my Gosh anytime i reminisce on that moment i just lmao...would give much info but the whole scenario was me slipping by the pool side and falling...
During winter in 2009, went out for a bit to the grocery shop nearby and cuz of all the snow plus my fluffies was really slipping, i fell infront on top of some guy.
Thelma also added:

Her MOTTO: for as long there's life there's hope...

so people dont give up, your only a looser when you quit

''Your dreams are not as hard as it may seem, you've just got to work hard for it and chase your fear away''

side note:lol me and Miss diva here been mad friends since our per teens haha, And its good to see her taking part of what she loves...cause if you ask me"i think she'll make a fine model" : )

You can follow on her on twitter http://http//twitter.com/thelmachukwu

http://www.wix.com/chaudelle1/elle More About Her Checkout her PICTURE Blog:

The PHARELL is coming out in all of US

9ja's Best P.Square's New Vid"Gimme That"

Support Keep A Child Alive “Buy Life” Program.

Willow and her brother Jaden Smith have joined the likes of Alicia Keys, Usher, Kim Kardashian and more in support of Keep A Child Alive “Buy Life” program. The program, created by Alicia Keys, benefits not only children living with HIV/Aids but to provide nutrition, shelter, education and basic needs worldwide, for ‘Buy Life’http://buylife.org/ Get involved.

Move over Rihanna..Its Willow Smith!!

So You hav'nt seen Willow's "wipe your hair video"The clip begins with her walking into a white room with children dressed in white, uniformly eating broccoli. Willow comes in with her boombox, presses play with her bejeweled fingernails, then dips her braids in paint to whip her hair. The rest is nothing but energy, color, and bubbly excitement:

Willow certainly inherited her parents good genes, as well as their knack for showmanship. This video is super cute. I love it! And the song knocks in the club. This is a heck of a first effort if I ever saw one.

Will.Smith, Literary every child of his is undoubtedly going to be a star from Jayden's acting success with Karate Kid and his eldest child Trey a football standout, and now Willow Smith's new track "Whip My Hair" supports this to the max. I love it, take a listen over at http://www.necolebitchie/. Many are comparing her to Rihanna, but from the sounds of Rih's new track, hmm lets just say that, that little girls is def a force to be reckon with from fashion to now music!.

Cutie patootie Willow dropped her vid this week:

All out of love, I'm so lost without you

All the pennies in the wishing wells

All the diamonds Tiffany's could sell
All the riches put together
All the sunny California weather
Could not make me love you any better
-Mindy Gledhill

My Life? it aint perfect...No where near it

I'm trying really hard to get better at everything...

To make smarter decisions..To make the things I want to happen, Happen.

I think I need to grab a pen, paper and just make a list.

A list of everything.. goals for today, tomorrow, the week, the month, the year ♥

I hate when I start comparing my life to others...On That note im in Dallas for the weekend... Miss Africa Texas Pageant Crowning is finally here!!! Guess that why im sounding like this.Im too hard on myself..gosh i just wanna have fun make new friends and still stay focus.

Never settle for less and Failure is not an Option.

❤-Tu.MiniSoniDoll xXx

My Favorite TV Show!!

Can you believe it’s been 25 years since The Cosby Show revolutionized the Black-American sitcom with its debut in February 1984?

Several members of the cast reunited to celebrate a quarter century of laughs. With a Great photo shoot along side...Now since God knows how long Ive been watching the Cosby show re-runs lol i Love this show With a passion ♥

The Julia Roborts Of Africa♥

Nigerian actress Genevieve Nnaji has been dubbed the Julia Roberts of Africa by millions of fans on the continent and now she's trying to make a name for herself in the west.The 31yr.old Nigerian born Nnaji is the fourth of eight children and had the opportunity to attend the University of Lagos where she acted in a number of Nollywood productions.Nigeria has one of the world's biggest film industries and produces more even more movies each year than the United States.The industry outputs more than 200 movies each month and is estimated to be worth more than $250 million.Nnaji started acting at the age of eight and had her first stint in the spotlight in the television soap opera "Ripples."One of her first big Nollywood films was the movie "Most Wanted" and the rest is history. Nnaji went on to star in a number of highly successful movies and is generally considered to be one of the best paid actresses in Africa.

Here's your chance to ask one of the biggest stars in Africa your questions.

Do you want to know what it is like working in the Nollywood film industry? Interested to know what films or actors she admires in Hollywood?

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